I'm extremely happy now .. (: hahaha~ .. but hold on a second .. i want to declare something that's very important .. it's about my feeling to Mr F .. "One fact that i know is .. i'm falling hard for u .. By the time passes by , the 'strong' feeling even get stronger .. Every time that i think about you , it's just make me love you even more (despite the fact that i always thinking about you.. ) I don't care if this situation hurts me a lot (beside the fact that i'm kinda well trained :] ) , i don't care if u ignore me , idc if this feeling makes me crying for u , 'cause i'll do anything for u .. idc with all those bad risk that i should take .. i'm ready to face 'em all :') .. i know that this feeling is wrong .. i shouldn't love someone that's already 'taken' by other girl .. but , love is blind .. Right ..?"
Okeh ! sudah cukup mellow" nya .. :') I MUST BE STRONG :'D i should wipe away all my tears .. :))
Jadi begini loh .. gw seneng .. karena gw udah kenalan ama Mr F .. thanks ya , Feli .. udah ngasih nomor hp dia ke gw .. u're the best sis !! XD
tadi , gw nyoba telpon dia .. cuman private number .. alesannya ya gw mw denger suara dia .. and .. He picked up the phone !!! X] heeheee .. gw denger suara dia .. YAY !! hohohoh .. tpi abis itu lgsg gw tutup XP gw blm punya cukup keberanian buat ngobrol ama dia .. kan sperti yg gw blg kmrn .. I am his secret admirer .. XD
Lalu ,, gw sms dia .. hmm .. ga bsa gw critain gimana sms nya .. takutnya ada org yg kenal dia ngebaca trs ksh tw dia lgi .. bsa mati gw DX .. yg psti ya intinya skrg dia tau gw siapa :') dan gw jdi ada topik buat dibicarain sama dia nti hari senin .. woohoo .. this is the first time , that i can't wait for MONDAY !!! hahahahah..
ya meskipun ada beberapa kata" dia yg cukup nancep .. (*jleeb* gitu wktu bacanya) tpi ya gpp lah .. (: yang penting bisa kenalan .. gw tau , smakin gw deketin dia .. psti bakalan ada banyak hal yg nyakitin gw .. tpi gpp .. i'm ready for it ;')
Trus ,, fact lgi yg gw blm kasi tw ke kalian .. dia udah punya cewe .. gw tw kok , prasaan gw ini salah .. ga sharusnya gw suka cowo yg udah dimilikin ama org laen .. tpi gw siap kok ama smua resiko .. (: Rasanya sakit banget wktu ngeliat foto" dia ama cewenya .. tpi gpp .. ya namanya juga resiko .. hahaha ... As long as u're happy , i am happy too .. (: U smile , i smile ..
Guys , sorry ya kalo post gw kali ini kesannya menyedihkan banget .. Tapi engga kok :) My life is wonderful ...
Ya jujur emng gw lg sedih .. tpi gpp lah .. broken heart dikit doang .. :) nti jga biasa ..
Okay , that's all :D
hahahaha..
#SMILE
-Tania-
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